Deception

Note: I suggest reading this through once without clicking on the links. Then read it again with the links. There is a hidden message in the body of this entry. Also, for those who don't understand it, I am not in an abusive relationship. Enjoy!

I woke up today. In my mind, the image of his smiling face still flashing before my eyes. Reality is no escape for my nightmares. How could he? It's killing me.

My insides yanked around. My outside torn. Oh, why has all this happened? Ah! Very evil. You outrageous ugly demon! Oh no, enough!

For years, I've looked up to him. I've waited for when he would give me something new. I would hold it in my hands like I'd hold my first born. I never saw this coming. Never saw this coming.

Regardless of how he has treated me, his symbol still lies around my finger. I see his creations in my dreams.

I still love. Even though he has done this.

If he's reading this, I want him to know something - I'm still waiting for you. I still love what you have created. I still hold our memories so close to me. I will love you forever. My demon.